Silent Tears

I felt numb. Thought every emotion, every feeling has died. I could not hear the sounds around me. But then there was a rush of adrenaline when I re- read your text 'Good Bye'.
Was that all?? I didn't know what to do. I wanted to talk to someone, I searched the whole contact list in my cell looking at each number carefully. But I could not find a single person to call. I wanted to relive those days, those moments but everything was seeming to be vague and too far.... Maybe due to my short- sightedness !! I know it was all my fault. I even admitted it. But I guess it was too late. Everyone moves on in life. I dont understand why my life is left stagnant at one bend.
Suddenly I heard somebody calling my name. I then realized I was sitting in my maths lecture and sir just asked me a question and I stood blank. He gave up then. I wanted to text you back but something hold me. May be some kind of opposite force.
I always used to call you 'My Magnet' because I was attracted towards you anyhow but today maybe the direction of the magnet was changed forever. I continously gazed at the blackboard and couldn't stop the silent tears which were incessently streaming out of my eyes. Still there was a relief that those tears atleast knew where they were heading.. As in my case, I was still Clueless.....

There's A Reason

I was always taught, there's a reason
That people do the things they do,
Though you may not always like them.
Their heart hides a secret from you.
If they are quick to bite your head off
Or constantly brag and boast,
Remember, the people we like the least
May need our love the most.
Could it be they had been abused
Or even ridiculed all their lives?
These are the type of hurtful things
That make sure their heart survives.
But, the heart that survives is hardened
And, on the seas of life, they coast.
Remember, the people we like the least
May need our love the most.

Untitled Relationship

Kindly answer me a simple question,
Are you serious or is it a game of emotion.
What kind of relationship we are having?
which is meagerly existing without any breathing.
I give all the time and the space,
but atleast answer me face to face.
Directly or indirectly many a times u've hurt me,
but they are overpowered by your care that flee.
I never had a companion as i considered u my everything,
but u have always complained that u've nobody and nothing.
That causes a twinge of spasm in my heart,
which hits the target like the game of a dart.
when i feel lonely,isolated or too much depressed,
you groaned not to swagger as you are obsessed.
I know you are totally fed up by the way i feel,
but u never know as this is the way for me to heal.
you gave me multitudinous explainations to clarify,
but were they above our relation, can you justify?
I have no objection to the comportment you do,
but atleast give me the freedom to feel the way i want to.
I m not happy by your conduct & u dont let me feel sad,
where should i go? what should i do? i just dont understand.
I am standing alone in the middle of the road,
Thoughtless, dumb, completely blank like a toad.
Kindly title the relationship we are having,
which is meagerly existing without any breathing.